“It’s kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don’t need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can’t. It doesn’t happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.”

Hello, my name is Jane. I am 20 years old and I’m from a little town in the North West of England. I went to University in Leeds for a grand total of 3 months, hated being so lonely and now I live back at home working for a company that deals with pensions & PPI claims- I love it. My birthday is on the 4th October so feel free to send me gifts.

My boyfriend is called Kieron and we have been together over 13 months now. Fact: he is my friend, my best friend, my boyfriend and my soulmate. Never in my life have a felt so connected to another human being. If I had my way it would be me and him forever and ever with no interruptions from other people. He is the heart of me that had been missing for 18 years, he completely completes me and I love him with my whole heart and soul. 

I’m not religious but that doesn’t mean to say that I don’t have beliefs. I like the idea of being connected to the earth and I wear a pentagram around my neck to show that belief in the world around me and the spirits I know are here. I believe in ghosts, faeries and all those other “mythical creatures” because I know deep in my heart that those legends couldn’t have just come from nowhere. 

I like to read and write and draw. I like Disney and I like the prettier things in life. I have an obsession with roses and indie music. 

I have the worst immune system in the world. I have been diagnosed with vitamin D deficiency and anaemia. In the past I’ve had very bad depression. This doesn’t define me, it’s just sometimes I like to complain about it and this is why.